Sad Smile

To show me you
your sole plan
I know now
I finally understand

flame of fire
my own denial
of all
I am
I am

as I give you once again
not my heart but my hand
at last I finally understand

you call me lover
while I stay friends
because of all
I am

this love
for me?

How can you
as you love me as I am
didn't you count the cost
love me as I am?

And I'm jaded
and you love me with my faults
Your perfect and
I can't love who you are

this love
for me?

as you love me
as I am
This last love lost
as I am

as I am